vasopressin podcast #17: THANATOMANIA - who cares how curdt cobain died listen to their music

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"without music, life would be a mistake. the germans imagine even the gods singing songs" - the artistocratic thinker and author friedrich wilhelm nietzsche-förster

its simple. curdt wanted to be everything to his daughter. so he quit drugs straight, when he saw how his babygirl reacted to having sprutnarkomaner, injection junkies around her. turning into a parent changes you more than a million dollars. than a million likes. way beyond. the problem was, he was a huge cocaine addict. and i dont mean 10 grams a day. i mean litres. yes, he drank liquid cocaine just like jimi hendrix drank liquid lsd. try it yourself. dont drink coffee for a week. then drink 10 cups of it. then quit again. youll get a "headache".

there are documented cases of heavy drug addicts brains exploding when they go into rehab, just like falun gong members protesting against the persecution at tiananmen square by self immolation. anyway, either cobains brain did really explode, but he sat by an apple tree i think in the garden ("the apple doesnt fall far from the tree"), and maybe asked his wife to shoot him in the head, because it was literally a killing headache.

also, already on their first album "bleach" he made a song called "rape me", which was about mental abuse from the media. as he said himself, "do your worst, im not going to break". after unplugged he figured hed done what he needed in life, there was nothing beyond it. he didnt need more fame or fortune or drugs. he was beyond it. he died happy. he died for his daughter. thats what real warriors do, real men.

"pride is the greatest emotion. it comes to you quickly eventually and stays infinitely. no one can kill the pride in a mans heart" - seas

"its better to die on your feet than to live on your knees"

"work is enough to make a man happy" - the sysiphos myth

"i know youve come to shoot me, shoot, coward, youre only going to kill a man" - che guevara

"shoot for the moon, even if you miss, youll land among the stars" - norman vincent peale

"dont fear perfection, youll never reach it" - salvador dali

"the world is your oyster" - lord bacon

"the skys the limit" - doctor wayne dyer

"life isnt about finding yourself, its about creating yourself" - sunhiausa

played songs

Bloodhound Gang - Fire Water Burn
DAVID BOWIE - THE MAN WHO SOLD THE WORLD
Paula Cole - I Don't Want to Wait
Placebo - Bionic
Queens of the Stone Age-Feel Good Hit of the Summer
Nirvana - Radio Friendly Unit Shifter
SCARRED - Enshrined Anguish Onimus Morbus
PJ Harvey - We Float
The Dark Ages - Ös
pixies - bone machine (it seems i forgot this one lol)